get your priorities straight

what the fuck does that even mean?

it was only a couple of hours ago you were listening to what a completely awful day i've had

and now you've just gone and taken it beyond.

nothing at all has gone right today.
i don't keep things to myself

except about anything important.

the only exception to this is my friends. i tell you i love you, i love you
i tell you i hate you, i love you.

i don't even know what i'm writing
i've gone and messed things up
with some friends
with a boy
with strangers
with my mother

i also had my dangerously low self esteem damaged yet again today. i don't know how many more hits i can take

this hurts to talk about
but it's the first time i've said it

so i'm not just going to say it,
i'm going to scream it.

please be over tomorrow. i want to smile tomorrow.