this is us being absolutely postive that we're never going to be absolutely positive of anything.

Thursday, December 31, 2009

c'est la vie

2009 is almost over
i can't help replaying some of the crazy-cool shenanigans that went on
  • people i can't believe i hadn't been friends with before. i love you.
  • boys and the stuff that comes with them
  • fights that we thought would never end
  • photos... lots of photos..
  • rule breaking like never before (: what hardnuts we are
  • and of course the soppy stuff. the tears, laughs, times of trials and other shit

but really i remember 2009 to be the year of fucking amazing fun
annndd i would reallyreally like to thank that previously mentioned gang of miscellaneous lovers for making this year so incredibly super.

every single year i make resolutions that i end up forgetting about within approximately 2weeks?

HOWEVER children, 2010 will be oh so different because i am actually so ridiculously determined to stick to them this year
*clears throat like an old man*

  1. exercise. for real. not my current kind where i do a couple of sit-ups and then get bored and eat mnm's instead.
  2. courage. this year is going to be based on intuition and instincts. i am going to live in the moment, every moment. spontaneity is my new philosophy
  3. appreciation. i have this awful habit of taking the greatest things in my life -*cough* friends cough*- for granted. from now on i am doing my part.
  4. love. general love for all i guess. except those freaking iris birds with the sword things coming out of their face. i always feel like they'll peck out my eyes and proceed by stealing my food. joy.
  5. memories. if everything goes to plan, 2010 will be the year of making memories unlike any other

2010 will be our year.

so heres to the end of a year that was ONLY alittlebit ugh.

and to the start of the year when we make the most of everything
then bash every year seven that comes our way.

most of all here's to a new year,

that will never see us coming.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

daddy, how come she get's to fly?


goodbye, goodbye, good friends goodbye.
coz now its time to go
but hey i say, well that's okay
coz we'll see you very soon i know.
goodbye, goodbye, good friends goodbye
and tomorrow just like today.
the moon, the bear and the big blue house
will be waiting for you to come and play.
bye now.

do not read this post


off to queensland

and planning my skydiving thing


life is good

and yet, i miss you



oh fiddlesticks

Thursday, December 24, 2009

santa has lef the building

queensland,ipod touch,sims 3,perfume,money,vouchers
but i'm thinking my favourite was the rubix cube?
hm it's tough competition.

i feel like a little kid :)

heythanks

yes.. that is ron barassi..

i was reading over my old posts
and i saw comments i had never read
on a post i wrote in a time where i wasn't feeling so good
thankyou john

who are you?

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

use in moderation

you're unlike any other
and anything better, is not as good
how are you doing this? I’m keeping an eye on the future
an eye on the past
& the present in my pocket
just in case I need a door
…into a brave new world where all solutions end up with my head.
Buried to my neck in sand.
Enough, enough bowing down to disillusion!
Hats off & applause to rogues & evolution!
The ripple effect is too good not to mention.
If you’re not affected, you’re not paying attention!
It’s too good, too good, not to have an effect.
I’m keeping an eye on the pulsean ear to the track & penance in a locket
I’m dropping from the highest floor.
When it hits ground I watch it smash to pieces.
Songs of liberation echo from the dust. The dust.
Enough bowing down to disillusion!
Hats off & applause to rogues & evolution!
The ripple effect is too good not to mention.
If you’re not affected, you’re not paying attention!
It’s too good, too good, not to have an effect!
Enough, enough, enough, enough, enough!
Enough bowing down to disillusion!
Hats off & applause to rogues & evolution!
The ripple effect is too good not to mention.
If you’re not affected, you’re not paying attention!
It’s too good, too good, too good
… yes.

that is so not raven


this is madness..


i miss you all so much.

a girl who knows me better than i know myself
a boy who critisizes my cooking
a girl who i only use to get to her siblings
a boy who is teaching me how to waltz
a girl who is the only person other than me to listen to incubus
a boy who shaves his beard regularly
a girl who bought me a koala
a boy who is crazy cool
a girl who doesn't need to try as hard as she does
a girl who could kick the shit out of me but doesn't
a girl who is silly and uses the word 'trod'
a girl who is a champion listener. and talker ;)

and all the others who AREN'T cool enough to call a flight of stairs party house.
hm i want the world to be jealous because i know how lucky they all make me feel.

ciao.

he lived in a blackbird and spelled his name backwards

today i wrote a letter to you
and folded it into a plane
i set it flying out my window
but it fell into the drain
i wish i had the courage
i wish i had the balls
i wish you felt what i do
but you don't know me at all.

Monday, December 21, 2009

kel likes orange soda

"why is it only raining on you?"
"because i have an umbrella"

Sunday, December 20, 2009

if only i was a hardnut like you

poor poor jordan, what shall he do?

i really hate sneezing
-stretchy face-

Friday, December 18, 2009

quelquelfois je dance avec moi


sometimes you're cool
even when you ask questions like darryl kerrigan.

the name is mrs brendon urie, but grace for short


senior troupe



hey tash casey can we talk about some real issues?

¿por qué no tener los dos?
francesca is my favourite little mexican taco girl.

in a totally non weird way

"my wallet is in my back pocket"

  • things i hate:
    people that can't spell
    sunburn
    macadaemias in brownies
    pens that have run out of ink
    my computer
    rat tails
    school
    pencils
    when you stub your toe and think you're going to die
    and sleep. what a waste of time

Thursday, December 17, 2009

not next week, the jonas brothers are in town.


you shut your mouth when your talking to me


i actually lover her


she makes me happy


like hundreds and thousands and koalas


but NOT like sunburn or macadaemias in brownies

areyoumentallyretarded?imeanthatinaniceway

have you ever seen a dog fly?
i have.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

you say stop, i say go go go

morning all.


today is going to be a good day


oh oh


9 days til christmas


christmas wish list


i wish for more money


i wish for some cool shoes


i wish he would blow me away with some amazing comment


i wish for more courage





and mostly


i wish for forgiveness

"i feel like a rocket ship"

the only way for me to see your face,
to see you,
you have to remove your mask
..but you can keep the cape
and teach me how to fly


happy birthday to my darling
you deserve the world and more

two words..
bad wolf

Monday, December 14, 2009

take a sad song and make it better

hey jude



a combination of people i love, music i love and fairy lights seems to make a good night

thankyou is all i have to say

Saturday, December 12, 2009

once a wildcat, always a wildcat.

i am so nervous
please don't collapse
i can't take it.


hey guess what chickadee
i don't have time for you
so don't bother me with your shit

frankly my dear i don't give a damn.

i am going to buy an old telephone
and speak in black and white

nervous but slightly excited

Friday, December 11, 2009

marry me cory monteith

sale was incredible
i have actually never felt so at home
why are indie hippie guys so freaking attractive all the time

i like that my grandparents are in my house and they bought eskimo pies.

can i please throw you in my pond and see if it mutilates your face?

i didn't want to wake you, but there's something i think you should see

yesterday was fair great

ilove a girl with my sewing project around her head

and a boy that is tall enough to touch the skies

and the miscellaneous gang of lovers i keep by my side at all times


but now it is time to dance away

and spend money


364 days til my birthday

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

my shoes have gone through 2 days of torture

i actually can not wait
like, can not.

unfortunately it's all for the wrong reasons.

one more day
until i'm that little bit older
who knows, maybe a little wiser, taller and even a little richer?
:) i joke
but also not really.

"i appreciate our friendship"
"i appreciate you."

i like hugs

and also when fat people jiggle while running
but i don't like hugging jiggly fat people
because that is just weird.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

i wish i was a camel


life is good

i am reminded of this when random strangers give you 30c

Saturday, December 5, 2009

on a lighter note philadelphia

there is a secret letter on my notice board from a special girl confessing her adoration of me

but it's sad because i think she was just tipsy at the time ):

we laugh, cry and experiment with snack foods
i will always be there for her

and jay aswell
just to avoid confusion

you know you love me xoxo gossip girl (NOTREALLY IT'S JUST ME)
haha tricked you there
jokes. but seriously

Thursday, December 3, 2009

cherry ripe cherry ripe, ripe ripe ripe


i miss you

i love you

so when are you coming back?

i love you

oh cool. um yeah see you soon

i love you

cya.

....i love you
read between the lines




Tuesday, December 1, 2009

i hate to admit you. i mean it.


you make me uneasy. in a good way.